Autumnal Equinox
Julian, CA
this urge to drive somewhere—what is it?
from a fast window, even brown grass
looks exciting. rolling into town, the smell
of burnt apples. grandpas, babies, tattooed
teens squint in harsh sunlight as if …
this urge to drive somewhere—what is it?
from a fast window, even brown grass
looks exciting. rolling into town, the smell
of burnt apples. grandpas, babies, tattooed
teens squint in harsh sunlight as if …
Here is the inventory of stone I
could not bring myself to make
and instead I have simply
photographed where stones have
been left on turned …
‘The Mother of Parliaments’
is having a nervous breakdown
as we gather your things
switch off and leave the house.
The trees shake in this storm
as the day shakes in …
One may speak, one may not speak.
One may speak, one may bespeak.
What if we are two if we are one.
One may see, one may not see.
One may …
If there must be
winter at least
I will wear this
leopard print
cape of a coat,
thick faux fur
smelling of dried
jasmine and sweat,
drawing friends near
to …
but so what. In the sultry nights of August, I’ll unravel –
wanna join me? We can pant ourselves pantless,
share a double brushfire on the raucous. Together
we can …
This rock house loft can’t sustain the sway
from mile-deep brine water pumping back, it crumbles
like my hand crushed last winter,
car door slammed,
digits malformed into turnkeys
that don’t …
From shine, lux, light, sleep with the dreamer awake, languid as if in water
If we were free from obscurity would everyone pause as instructed
The way birds dip and dive then …
Lotuses unfolding
into dreamfish,
slurrying into
queer failure:
how the
compression
fails me
(or have I
failed the
vine and
charcoal?),
too untrained
for even fingering,
too feral
for firmness
I have been living in this house for eleven years
today is the day I began to inhabit it
the glass table in the corner of the room
the hand-sized chunk …
on the TV & I’m having a moment that’s not
my world not ripped apart by light or arms
weary from swimming the multiverse
Harjo says I cannot walk through …